After a thousand million of people bugging me, I finally logged in to blogger.com! Ah hah. The long awaited update ;p
BUT I had totally no idea what to post.
Heart.sport is exciting as usual. We managed to pull through and win our match. Reg A & B captain ball had a tight match. Scores were increasing un-simultaneously. Points took turns to be added to each team crawlingly. And finally after drops of cold sweat, Reg A won. Thus, laughters were filling the whole place but who knows, there happened to have some technical fault. Not to blame ChooChye, it's the first few times he had to referee ladies' game. He's so 'kan chiong'. So another additional 10mins were added. But there don't seemed to have any harm on anyone. To marlins, it seemed to be another hope. Cherish it or not. To dolphins, it seemed as though someone is snatching away the victory, a prank. But often during this kind of situation, we will blame God. Saying, you gave me the hope and took it away, smashing it. Don't give up, it's just a test whether you still would trust Him, and believing that the victory is decided by Him not ourselves. Dolphins had to face with confusion at the point whereas marlins with hope. I can tell dolphins is really crying out wondering why they are in the game. But they chose to trust. Marlins seized the opportunity as well, putting their 130% effort. But there can only be one winner. When I saw the referee kept looking at the stopwatch conciously, I knew there only left with a few seconds. It was a draw. And goal, dolphins scored, and an intercept. Whistled. Dolphins led by one. They were awarded for trusting God, pressing on, being a good testimony still. Congrats. Marlins, I believed they learnt alot from the game. Though tears rolled down from the eyes and hearts, they benefitted no less. It is the process that allows us to grow not the ending. It is the process of working together, of laughing and sighing together, believing together. The process of playing alone to playing as a team, not knowing how to work as a team and becoming united. The process of being humble and praise God together. The process of reacting as a christian even though we lost. The process of having yet another soul saved. More blessings are kept for the one who loses perhaps. More to learn. -kudos!
Something random... [DON'T LAUGH AT IT] 2 nights ago, I had a very very sweet dream. I dreamt that I was in Melbourne, right... with the Yellowren. And I am one of the crew. One of the singing one ;X I can't believe it ! My mind don't even let me off when I sleeps. The least I want to be was a singer! I went online and I remembered my dream. So I when to their website and realised that they were having the concert as well. The same time probably. Aww. Save me !!
Anyway... I guess I'm abandoning this blog ;p I'm going to have a totally new one perhaps. Update you guys once again. I better hit the sack before I starts to doze off in the service tomorrow !
SMILE christine,
12:47 AM
? christine. never forgotten.
Saturday, March 31, 2007
BONJOUR !
hey i'm back again.. *not at home now*
i'm at pasir ris... one of my relative's house with two of my cartoon cousins heh..
i spent the whole of yesterday watching the VCD of corner*with love.. but still i didn't manage to complete the whole set. anyway.. i went to work again yesterday... and i had a very dreadful night. brr.. it's so 'the working world' and i don't like it ! i'm not going to go back there as often already. not really short of money anyway. AHH. lala.
so... i used food to cheer myself up once again. but this time, i'm not so kind to myself.. i bought only 2 breads from breadtalk. one is the 'wasabi floss bread' another the 'french garlic bread' .. didn't taste as nice as i wanted them to be.
hahA. i'm super hyper active on wednesday can.. i woke up at 4pm and so energized ! during g12 i just couldn't calm down... nobody can 'tahan' me ;X
went to visit my granny this morning then i went to pasir ris and shift house ;X and rushed down to yishun. here i'm back again.
final destination 2 was kind of cool... yay. we won the first placing for games.
i took the shuttle bus down to tampines with region A peeps. oh man. they are just so funny. alright.. there's a division between the tall and short people ;p 'gorgeous' says sherina.
i made a new friend today(:
i'm going for a few rounds of movie now ;P i'm still in the sushi season mood ! i craved for sushi again today !
story telling . there is a girl. she just knows how to cheer people up and she knows how to stay happy. but one day, somehow when things just aren't going the way that it should be, the blue skies darkened. teary eyes blurred her vision as she walks down the street. somehow the passerbys' attention was all shifted on to her. she doesn't know why. two options. 1. she's way too attractive. 2. everyone knows she's crying.
to be continued.
12:44 AM
? christine. never forgotten.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Way back into love I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start againYou know that
I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
i'm finding my way back into love too,
IT'S THE 100th POST. ;D AND I SIMPLY LOVE THIS SONG SO SO SO MUCH !
5:38 AM
? christine. never forgotten.
it's my 99th post. so it's a little special.. i'm using slideshows (:
PULAU UBIN
don't think it's dirty... it doesn't hurt. don't think it's uncomfortable. because it's our playground. don't think it's unwanted. we are proud of it. many are fighting for it. i'm happy that i'm special. that my granny house isn't at the norm HDB building or anywhere in SG. that we will all be rejoicing to gather back at ubin. it's never boring (: we never dragged our feet to granny's house. that's what we are different from other kids (: I LOVE PULAU UBIN !
UBIN+ XIAO KIM'S HOUSE + GRANNY'S FOOT
cute jia xuan (: poor granny got her foot swelled up pray for her for speedy recovery okay (: xie xie.
SENTOSA
sentosa day out with gang. got really cranked up with peeps. people present : sherina juliet ice bernice christine midori. haha. spent great time at there crapping and laughing. ;p they are really funny people. youth makes us crazy ! oh.. ice found a starfish ! we girls went there for tanning. and i found a new theory : stay in the waters if you wanna get greater burns. midori and christine soaked themselves in the waters most time of the day yet they were the ones that got worst burns. hahaa. perharps due to great temperature difference? niak* girls' day out are special (:
we went to vivocity afterwards and that's where i met my WASABI NUTS ! lol . it's all midori's fault. bringing me into that shop. making my wasabi-fever still burning til now. alright. and we have doughnuts to break fast. i had skyberry[i think] and chocolate delight. OH MAN ! they are so YUMMY. i felt dough melting in my mouth ;P went to republic and had a great feast. ;D
and DA DANG... followed by my CHOCOLATE FONDUE. we were so so full.. but we just want some desserts. went to haagen dasz just to have a few scoops of ice cream. BUT.. i just couldn't resist the CHOCOLATE FONDUE. it's like... i've been craving for it since a thousand years ago. DUE TO SOME FELLOWS WHO MADE ME WAITED FOR THEM FOR FONDUE. zzz. well. so i just couldn't pretend that fondue isn't just 5m away from me. HAHA. somehow i managed to persuade them into eating it too. lala . it's so hard to not think of it right... it's so near yet so far. HAHA. had a great time eating though. YUMMMMMMY.
initially wanted to go watch HAPPILY NEVER AFTER with midori ... but my eyes and getting redder and redder. it started to irritate... midori can't bear to see the darling christine to be in pain so we headed home ;p
had a real great day ! YUMMY TOO.
4:25 AM
? christine. never forgotten.
hey i'm back ! sorry for the MIA project ;p
had an internet break down. not really counted but it's due to my sisters not paying the bills ! ;X alright.upon having bad memory status, i could only remember some of the enjoyable things happening over the 2 and half weeks. i ate a lot. FOR SURE ;D i ate my mee hoon kuay, steamboat, chocolate fondue ...also my fried dumplings.... hmmm. i'm still missing my rice dumplings.wonder when will i get it ;D oh ya. i'm so craving for sushi can?!?! it's not that i didn't had them... i had a lot of them... and i want more !i felt as though it was the ' SUSHI SEASON ' if i could name it. i had SAKAE on sunday, 2 days back. didn't really eat alot of sushi... ate noodles.it was KEN's treat. it weren't planned. but was asked to tag along. so i went with all the elder age group people ;Xif i'm not wrong, it's due to that teacher KEN got his BONUS ;p*blessed. may he be blessed.
recently i fell in love with wasabi. i don't know when. maybe it's that time when i went to vivocity with midori and bernice and peeps. i tried the wasabi macadamia nuts. it felt so great. eversince i had been craving for it. it isn't one of the best nuts. but i just fell in love with it. it's hard to say. i had always been beside wasabi, and he, beside me. wasabi, i had known you for so long, but it's only now that i've realised... that i actually love you so much. i'm sorry for being so stupid, not knowing this earlier, if not, you could have made my life easier and happier ;p ILOVEYOU WASABI !
i had my steamboat and it's so yummy. had a few rounds. i can't believe that i ate that much. yay. 8 more days to fast !i'm pressing on !
alright. i still can't forget my sushi. i'm organising the suki sushi buffet thingy. well, hope to get it soon..was supposed to have it last saturday, [THANKS TO MELVIN] in the end we didn't.this coming saturday i aren't free. and that's the sad thing.
hey.. i'm finally back to blogging.. and all i talked about is FOOD FOOD and FOOD. haha.
alright ... some other stuffs... RZONE MESSY MARCH. -creation dance-our dancers did well. i guessed they were just too nervous. it was a close step to being the champion. well i'm very glad, a little disappointed though. because i think that our dance is really a 'dance' not like 'drama' type if you get what i meant. but it's alright. it's already by God's grace that we've got second. we didn't plan well for rehearsal and stuffs. the props were kind of last minute[thank God i managed to rush it out. phew~] and they only started rehearsing and choreographing on saturday. on sunday, the last part of dance was not even out and we got it complete at around 10.40am. PRAISE GOD.
G12-all glory be to God that my g12 hit target 17 last week. it's such a big number.my average attendence is only 9 and we need 16 to be certified !everything just seemed impossible but God is miraculous. amen . thank God for hearing my prayers. well. actually it was supposed to be a joyous thing. but discouragement comes even when God given vision is coming to past. something really great and dumb and a first in history record breaking happened. i don't know if the newcomers are going to come again this wednesday or not. but i only know what i have to do now. [secret.] well. attendence are secondary. i'm not giving up. i felt so drained and moodless after G12. everybody thought i lost my soul. i almost did. i felt that there was a human-solar-panel. draining and absorbing energy from me. but praise God, i remembered that pastor said, if you are drained at the end of the day, it means that you have done your very best. my respond was that i won't give up ! i rather be drained every wednesday, friday and sunday and see great attendence in my g12 and hof. still moodless though, teared but i smiled... because God's with me.
hehe. here's a photo of rugged christine and shorty midori.
this is bought by michael for midori. it looked so cute!! look at the size of the fork to estimate how big it is.
well, most of the time i spent it going to the tan tock seng to and fro. went there to visit my grandma who fell down. in the evenings, it's either i go for work or church meetings (:
really couldn't remember what else did i do.
oh ya. i watched a lot of movies.. ;D *again*
i watched music and lyrics. blood and chocolate aren't bad. but not encouraged to (:
went to KFC and fellowshipped with dixon jiayan and singtee after prayer meeting. shucks. i've got a great time talking and crapping with them.
they are really lame. lame until cannot lame anymore. i can't believe they are of their ages. so old yet so young.
HAHA
oops.
i shared with them some of my 'happenings' and opened up to them. they are great encouragers and great peeps to talk to. really knowing God. (: jiayan prayed for me and that's so sweet of her. she's cute !
alright, dixon dances, singtee sings, and jiayan craps.
haha. i love their standard of language. i'm gonna be like them !
this post is too long. ;X
2:22 AM
? christine. never forgotten.
Friday, March 09, 2007
3:15 PM
? christine. never forgotten.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
YAY NEW BLOG SKIN AGAIN. BUT STILL HAVE YET COME UP WITH ONE THAT I REALLY REALLY LIKE. THEY SAY THE ONE WITH MY FACE THAT SKIN IS NICE, BUT I FEEL WEIRD HAVING MY FACE BIG BIG ON A WEBPAGE. MAYBE ANOTHER TIME MAKE A SMALLER ONE (:
ANYWAY. I'M GOING TO HAVE MY MEE HOON KUAY LATER ! AND CHAOZHONG IS LIKE TRYING TO BE FUNNY ;D
[ch-ri-s-tine]: WAN GO EAT? AHZHONG*: wad time at where [ch-ri-s-tine]: I WAN TO EAT BLK 732 CAN? AHZHONG*: you sure really very hungry bahx [ch-ri-s-tine]: HAHA AHZHONG*: you eat that block than wad i eat [ch-ri-s-tine]: U EAT THE NEXT BLK AHZHONG*: sorry AHZHONG*: my appetite not that good [ch-ri-s-tine]: ANYWAY. DONT LAME ! HAHA AHZHONG*: you started it first [ch-ri-s-tine]: ABIT FUNNY THOUGH AHZHONG*: haha
ANYWAY MELVIN IS SAD !
I'M HAPPY. BE HAPPY M3L !
3:50 PM
? christine. never forgotten.
i find this kind of stupid but i wan to say ... I WANT TO EAT DUMPLINGS 粽子! i watched the tv just now, about the A Pillow Case Of Mystery 3 施公奇案 3 . haha. it's was about them catching some 粽子 dumplings thief.. and the dumplings looked so delicious ! yummy. afterwhich they found out there's fingers in it. but... my cravings doesn't go off.
i think i'm crazy. everyday craving for different foods. stressed? sad? pondering. ha ha. i just want to eat well. don't play with me about food xD pacifying myself everyday.
hm mm. i got to control myself before one day i get worse...
I LOVE FOOD.
i want it all !
mee hoon kuay
rice dumplings
guo tie [fried dumplings]
chocolate fondue
steamboat
seoul garden
pay me ur food.
1:46 PM
? christine. never forgotten.
5 hours and 46 minutes.
11 hours and 14 minutes more to go.
I LOVE YOU JESUS.
5:46 AM
? christine. never forgotten.
third day of fasting I've fasted 4 hours and 14 mins .
more to come.. ;D PRESSED ON.
-make me slim down too, Lord xD
4:14 AM
? christine. never forgotten.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
HELLOS AGAIN ! ALEX IS THE STAR TODAY ;X but... but but but.. star also must wait ! G12 today was fun. We combined our G12 with Lilian's because our Jun's all sick. All of them is down with stomach flu ): it's contagious so which did not go to their home still, and I guess its sort of influenced a lot people in the G12. Christabel came telling me that she thinks she got stomach flu. She said she felt like vomiting, psychologically, 30 seconds later I saw her running around. Another kid, suddenly have stomachache thinking that he had stomach flu. And were in great pain for a few seconds. Ha ha. Anyway, had a kinda different G12 today, but it's kind of fun. The message title was " the fight of faith ", nice and very encouraging. But I do not know if the kids had learnt anything from it. There were about 8 kids around. All I know was that they learnt something about "the fight of pillow" .
Watch again and look at Alex... when he was sitting on the sofa and standing up. A pillow just appeared on his hand !
Alex had a hard time today. That's due to him having a special day today. His birthday. Got him a cake, which were no surprise but that's the tradition, a cake. So he blew then candles, cut the cake. Cake, bought by Vincent, was very delicious. I will buy that cake ever after ;X There weren't any water bombs, no pranks as we were at someone else home. I cranked up and went to the kitchen, got 2 clippers[if that's what you call, those that you 'kiap' clothes when hanging out to dry one] and wanted to 'kiap' Alex. Somehow, he struggled like a slip off. Look at the number of hands on him. Ha ha. I wondered how it felt like. All thanks to Albert who managed to get hold of him. And we, can do whatever we like. Ha ha. The kids 'kiap' him. Oh ya, the kids. ): They bullied me. It's true. I always fall on the hands of kids. Ha ha. They were all playing with a rubbery thingy, round shape. It hops up when you overturn it. Joey has two of it too. It will shoots up to the air, but not very high... and they kept using it to scare me. I weren't afraid of that thing but I'm afraid that it my hit my face. Well, no touching of my face ;D . Even when we leave that place, the kids all lined up in front of me. One by one, pillar by pillar they placed that thingy on the floor hoping it would fly up and hit me, but "the~" it doesn't goes high. So they placed it on their face or hand, or somewhere that is able to reach me. OH MAN ! Vincent is like there laughing and didn't come to my rescue. I got too affected by it that I didn't want to walk with them any further, so I crossed the road and took a bus, heh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX KHONG !
11:41 PM
? christine. never forgotten.
MATHS EXAM PAPER EG1301
I was early for the paper. Reached 30minutes before the paper. So I sat outside the class and read up some notes. After awhile I stopped, I closed my eyes and tried to steal some rest. Professors says stressed mind makes you fail your maths. Hm mm. Trying to relax my brain, clearing up the thoughts so that there would be capacity for me to think when I sit for the paper. The clock ticked 8.30am, the invigilator nodded his head and I wrote my first word on my answer script. Everything were going smoothly then, until I reached the second question. I forgot what were the steps to do it already. Stayed calm, and proceeded to questionthree. The paper isn't that bad. When I saw the questions on the last few pages, I praised God.I had to do 3 questions out of 4 and thank God, the one which I did not choose is the one that Ididn't really studied. The other three were alright. When I finished one whole round ofdoing the questions, I went back to question 2. I tried to attempt, wrote something related to it. I hope I were correct. I counted my marks. There were 11 marks that I weren't confident of achieving them. So, 100-11=89. If there isn't any careless mistakes, I will get an 'A'. But I'm not so sure that I got everything correct. So I counted, say 75 marks to get 'A', 89-75=14. I still have another 14 marks to 'waste'. But I hope I don't. My class peeps aren't doing well for this paper, but I hope I do. I took a different one from them. I were alone this time round because I weren't with them the other time. I were almost running out of time. I wrote my last '#' at the time 10.28am. Paper finished at 10.30am. I hope that I will get an 'A'. Then, the invigilators dismissed us. On my way out of the classroom, there were a glimmer of rays. I opened up the door and golden rays rushed in and blinded my eyes. I shaded my eyes, and waited for it to 'get used' to the brightness. I started to focus and looked around. Things weren't the same as I were here 2 hours ago. The feeling isn't same too. I tried to piece all the surroundings together and tried to recall where exactly I'm standing. There were a lot of missing pieces. I could see rainbows, blue blue sky, birds chipping, dancing trees, smiles on everyone. I could hear the wind playing, laughter of children, and the sun saying Hi to me. I could feel the warm atmosphere, being lifted up, nothing is constraining my movements, my muscles isn't causing me any problems, I felt like flying, I felt I were somewhere high up. Like a kite, but not exactly, because there isn't a string attached to me, tying me up. I felt more than a kite, a bird? No, I'm not against the wind. Not like a plantseed spread by wind, because the wind didn't control me. I felt free. Yes ! The word is freedom ! I'm freed. Finally, I'm freed from my exams, though later than my friends, but I felt happier. I achieved something, I know I will never regret. Joy then lifts my feet when I hopped home.
-bought to celebrate my END OF EXAM
*I've found God. do you ?
11:30 AM
? christine. never forgotten.
I LOVE MATHS, MATHS LOVE ME. WE ARE HAPPILY TOGETHER.
BE WITH ME TOMORROW ! HA HA.
HAD BEEN LISTENING TO MY IPOD FOR THE PAST FEW HOURS. AND I REALISED THAT IPOD IS MY STUDY MATE.
ILOVE YOU!
AH. WELL. SADLY, MY IPOD NEEDED TO SLEEP. RAN OUT OF BATTERY. BUT IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE. ESPECIALLY TO SOMEONE THAT'S SO UNDERSTANDING LIKE ME. HEH. GOT IT CHARGED UP, WHILE I LISTENED SONGS THROUGH MY COMPUTER.
lOves happenings
very nOisy
yet quiet CFPS.YSS.NYP-BIOMED DIT (:
crazily inLOVE with GOD.
indulge in chocolates.
fancy flowers.
highly MEDICATED
desire for good food.
adulate my friends.
dramaqueen
160cm
wants to be 47kg
still searching of the person that will make me smile 24/7
christine melodee .
Hello I'm Christine
I live on Mars, my friends come from Pluto, you know, that planet that orbited away...
We gather on Earth daily for torture sessions at school where they give us homework and exa** (I can't say the word, it's vulgar)
. Basketballism . Orange . Purple . Green . Flowers . My bed .
Jessica's sms . Blogging-maybe not. Evangel . Adidas . Nike . Chocolates .
Ben&Jerry . Volleyball . Rays . Crown . God .
I HATE SINGING OUT OF TUNE, which i always do xD ?
wants!
:D i want a balloon. SERIOUSLY
:D fly and give a big high 5 to God. ;D a crumpler bag.
:D a havanas slipper. :D melodee!
:D get really happy. :D BIG ear RINGS :D white pant :D red glossy belt :D a new hair style
:D adidas tshirts.
:D and more shirts.
:D be wiser. :D casting crowns albums!
:D spreads joy.
:D i want GUESS LEVIS ZARA MANGO TOPSHOP.
:D a car.
:D slim d0wn 6kg!
:D a new spectacles. :D still wanting a ticket to US!
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
guessed they were just too nervous. it was a close step to being the 
champion. well i'm very glad, a little disappointed though. because i think that our dance is really a 'dance' not like 'drama' type if you get what i meant. but it's alright. it's already by God's grace that we've got second. we didn't plan well for rehearsal and stuffs. the props were kind of last minute[thank God i managed to rush it out. phew~] and they only started rehearsing and choreographing on saturday. on sunday, the last part of dance was not even out and we got it complete at around 10.40am. PRAISE GOD.
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HELLOS AGAIN ! ALEX IS THE STAR TODAY ;X but... but but but.. star also must wait !
Alex had a hard time today. That's due to him having a special day today. His birthday. Got him a cake, which were no surprise but that's the tradition, a cake. So he blew then candles, cut the cake. Cake, bought by Vincent, was very delicious. I will buy that cake ever after ;X
struggled like a slip off. Look at the number of hands on him. Ha ha. I wondered how it felt like. All thanks to Albert who managed to get hold of him. And we, can do whatever we like. Ha ha. The kids 'kiap' him. Oh ya, the kids. ): They bullied me. It's true. I always fall on the hands of kids. Ha ha. They were all playing with a rubbery thingy, round shape. It hops up when you overturn it. Joey has two of it too. It will shoots up to the air, but not very high... and they kept using it to scare me. I weren't afraid of that thing but I'm afraid that it my hit my face. Well, no touching of my face ;D . Even when we leave that place, the kids all lined up in front of me. One by one, pillar by pillar they placed that thingy on the floor hoping it would fly up and hit me, but "the~" it doesn't goes high. So they placed it on their face or hand, or somewhere that is able to reach me. OH MAN ! Vincent is like there laughing and didn't come to my rescue. I got too affected by it that I didn't want to walk with them any further, so I crossed the road and took a bus, heh.
